2015 09 08
Lets just say, the class arrangement makes me unwanting to go to school anymore. I have no competitives, no friends, no one that I really know. Just a bunch of strangers, mixed up with couple people that freaks me out, and a good teacher who used to play in UBC basketball team. Plus, my class is the portable, which makes it even worse. I cannot imagine spending my whole school year with a bunch of people that I do not fit in with. As bad as it sounds, the reality is worse. All the excitement that I have is gone. All gone. I barely have the will to practice basketball anymore. Lucky for me, I have strong will. The principal says that we can switch classes depending on the student and their parents. My parents actually want me to switch. There is two options for me right now. One is switch class, and two is go and find someone to fight, or beat up someone. I do not know whether I should cry, scream, roar, go and spread my anger by fighting someone, or cry in my bed which is not likely to happen. I think I should go with beat up someone because that is way easier than option one. Gods, why do I always treat friendship as such a big thing. Yes, I do treat any kind of relationship serious. I hate it when I have the feeling of losing someone. I even get that feeling if they are not in my class because I barely spend anytime with them.
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